Gabriella Lowhar Memorial
Writing by Gabriella
Here are a few pieces of writing that Gabriella wrote over the
years that I knew her. Once she discovered email in about 1995 she pretty-much stopped writing
letters, so there isn't that much for me to look through. I DO have her email, but
email is so very different from letters, it's kind of an abbreviated form of
writing (in my eyes letters and email can't be compared or read on the same level).
Compiling Gabriella's writing is heartbreaking and exhilarating; I hope that you enjoy reading it.
There is more to look through, and I'll post more as I do, for this writing should
not be locked up in computer files. Though, of course, we'll never forget Gabriella, her writing
will help us to remember her.
||1993 - Gabriella wrote this a few weeks after she moved in
with me in 1993. It's rather nice. Sadly, I don't think that the darkness
that Gabriella refers to in this letter ever went away. If I may be so daring,
I think that IT may be what took her in the end...|
||1993 - When I first met Gabriella we wanted to know as
much about each other as possible. She wrote this five-page history for me one
day when she was still living with her mother (a couple of days before she moved in
with me). I read it to Dominic; he liked it. This history of herself is, by FAR,
the longest letter that she ever wrote
||March 25, 1994 - A short journal entry where Gabriella describes how she feels about
her newborn son.
||1994 - This is a letter that Gabriella wrote to her Great Aunt
Edie. In June of 2005 I found this in her closet and it got me crying when I read it.
|2001 - 2004 -
Gabriella kept an online journal
for about four years (under the alias of Xenial). It's rather short, but it's
interesting to read, and
it's kinda odd (but ALL online journals are a bit strange; they aren't like
regular journals at all). I never read this until after she died. There were
some specific postings that she pointed out to me over the years because she
wanted me to read them, but she erased those (for some unknown reason) sometime
before she died.|
Note: These journal entries are in pdf format; you'll need Adobe Acrobat Reader
to be able to view them.